Monday, April 16, 2012

But I am not ashamed,
because I know the One I have believed in
and am persuaded
that He is able to guard
what has been entrusted to me
until that day.
II Timothy 1:12

My mind drops instantly into old hymn mode as it brushes over this verse.  It's different here though.  The hymn I remember talks about what has been commited to God, not what has been entrusted to me.  My Bible acknowledges the alternate translation in a note, but gives this as the primary. 

What a terrifying thought, to be entrusted with a gift from God.  What if I break it?  What if I lose it?  What if I mess it up beyond repair?  How could I possibly protect something so precious?  Instead, He guards it.  Jesus himself protects and corrects and keeps it safe. 

I can rest in faith.  I can trust that I can't ruin anything too badly as long as I walk in His light.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

But as for you,
continue in what you have learned
and firmly believe. 
You know those who taught you ...
II Timothy 3:14

The world is a constant droning of endless voices.  Voices pleading and voices strident, voices calm with reasoned authority, voices bellowing with the power of conviction, each convinced he's right.  Each determined to be the voice of truth.  It's learning that never rests.  It's the teachings of radio, television, internet, and endless stacks of books vying for attention, tugging at my mind. 

Who are all these people?  Some,of course, maybe even most, are earnest, Godly, Christians, hoping only reach out with the truth.  But what of the others?  How many grasp for power, prestige, and money?  How many don't know the number they hurt?  How many just don't care?

"you know those who taught you ..." Paul told Timothy.  His mother, his grandmother, and Paul himself, they were Timothy's foundation.  He knew them.  He knew how they lived.  He knew their love for him.  He knew they wanted only the best for him.  He knew they would never delibrately steer him wrong. 

In the world of constant voices, who do I know?  In the weeding and sifting of the cacophony of sounds, there's plenty of good to find, but test it, mold it, measure it to the standard of the teachers you really know. 

Monday, April 9, 2012

No one serving as a soldier
gets entangled
in the concerns of civilian life:
he seeks to please
the recruiter
II Timothy 2:4

Entanglements abound in a school in the spring.  State testing absorbs a week of precious time.  Field trips and farewell plans, awards and frantic last minute curriculum jostle and battle for the few fleeting days remaining.  A constant jumble of thoughts and plans and readjustments in hopeless endless effort to keep up the pace and please everyone involved.  

Disentangle, step back and breathe.  Who do I really need to please?  Where is loyalty, the focus, on the one who brought me this job.  The one to whom I owe the fullfillment of it as a ministry.

Friday, April 6, 2012

The Lord will rescue me
from every evil work
and will bring me safely
into His heavenly kingdom
II Timothy 4: 18


There wasn't going to be any rescue.  Paul knew that.  The entire book is his final farewells, his last exhortations, his aching love for the man he considered his son. 

He was in prison.  He was cold and lonely.  He knew his race was over.  He knew he would shortly be killed.  So why would he write with such confindence of rescue? 

It wasn't a physical battle on his mind.  He had no fear of physical death.  He longed only for safe passage to the heavenly kingdom.  He rested at peace in unwavering faith that he would receive it. 

Monday, April 2, 2012

You, therefore, my son,
be strong in the grace
that is in Christ Jesus
II Tiimothy 2:1

Grace and strength; they sound so opposite.  I'm used to admonitions to stay strong in the faith.  Hang on, stand firm, resist.  It's work.   It's a firm resolve, a constant vigilance.  The strength is in the effort, in the exercise of developing muscles.

 But grace, grace is a gift.  No effort can make it stronger, greater, more abundant.  It just is.  It holds me, surrounds me and draws me in.  All I can do is to rest in it, and in the rest become infused with strength..